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UntitledNails dig in
And tear the skin
She cries out,
She wants it to stop
She's stuck in this rut
Of pain and distraught
she stands once again
And tries to forgive
She walks away slowly
Tries to find the will to live
She wants to survive
She feels she could thrive
If she could just escape this hell...
Broken Heart Chap. 10BPOV:
"I'm thinking of beading right along here." I described to Alice, tracing my finger along my midsection.
"Oh please Bella, I already know exactly what it'll look li-" she stopped in her tracks when I sharply jabbed her in the ribs.
"so any way Alice, how do you guys know BellyBean over here?" Ryan said, breaking the tension in the air.
"I told you not to call me BellyBean!" I said, smacking him on the head. He just stuck his tongue out at me.
"um, my brother dated her in high school." Alice answered nervously.
"ah. So you're the famous Edward." Ryan crossed his arms, suddenly less bubbly. Damn you Ryan. No caring about my ex.
"what's so funny?" Jessie asked.
"hey Jess can you come to the bar with me?" I said quickly. I gave him the shut-up-and-follow-me look.
"Ya, sure " he answered hesitantly. I grabbed his hand and dragged him off.
"OK Jessie I'm gonna tell you something and you can't tell anyone."
"um. Ok " it sounded like a question.
Broken Heart Chap. 8"Jessie, I what? Yes!" I exclaimed, laughing in joy as he slid the ring onto my finger. I saw him grin up at me briefly before I tackled him. I kissed him all over his face, anywhere I could reach. He grinned and grabbed my face, locking our lips together. I could have stayed like this forever, but of course, someone had to ruin it.
"Get out of there lovebirds! We know you haven't seen each other in a while but we need to change!" Ryan yelled, banging on the door.
"Find somewhere else to change!" Jessie called back.
"Yeah, we're busy making out!"I added.
"You have exactly five seconds before we knock the doors down." Michiya said calmly.
I looked at Jessie and he smirked before leaning closer to me.
"Later" he whispered in my ear. I giggled and hauled my butt over to the door. Michiya and Ryan were standing behind it, arms crossed. Before I could say anything, Michiya dragged me into the girl's dressing room and closed the door, throwing my clothes at me. While we changed, I mad
Broken Heart Chap. 7BPOV:
After intensive questioning, we decided that Michiya and Rosalie had to be sisters.
"Same parents, same birth place, same siblings, same interests..." Rosalie mused out loud. "This is freaky..."
We all just sat there for a minute. Everyone was trying to absorb the fact that they were related. It was a bit much for one day.
After about five minutes, Rosalie turned to Michiya and asked, "what happened to them? Mom and Dad and the others?"
Michiya sighed. "(Just old-ish names I thought of. She said she had brothers so...) Joseph, Nicholas, and Fredrick all died of the plague before I was born. Mother died giving birth to me, and Father passed away before I was ten."
Rosalie blinked for a second. "oh."
They both sat there for a second before shaking it off. I knew Michiya didn't hurt over her family. They were always comparing her to a sister that had died before she was born. Guess we knew who the sister was now...
"Oi! Bella! We have to get moving!" Michiya said suddenly.
Broken Heart Chap. 6APOV:
I watched Edward walk into the house. I could hear everyone asking how it went, but Edward didn't answer any of them.
I went to go see Jasper in our room. I was too depressed to tell anyone what had happened. I just needed someone to hold me for a while.
Jasper didn't say anything. He just pulled me onto his lap and rubbed my back.
"I was so sure I didn't think she'd well, I knew she'd be mad but " I mumbled, not really making any sense.
Suddenly, I couldn't see Jasper anymore. I was staring at a whole new picture.
Michiya and Bella, struggling against some men. Someone stepped out of the shadows, but I couldn't see who.
"Now now Bella. You wouldn't want to hurt Felix would you?" the shadow said.
"Ali? Alice, sweetie? What did you see?" Jaspers voice brought me back.
I quickly told him what I had seen. His face was like an ice mask of pain and horror. I ran out to the hall and got everyone else. It took a full three minutes for Edward to even listen to what I was
Broken Heart Chap. 5BPOV:
I ran toward the cottage. I couldn't do this. I had always told myself I could face Edward if he ever came around again. I'd even hoped that Alice would be back.
I'd been fooling myself. How could I be able to talk to them again? They had hurt me to badly. I felt the water in my system start to well up at my eyes.
No. I wouldn't cry over this. I couldn't. But if I couldn't be sad, how would I end up taking this?
I stormed into my room and threw myself on the bed I had there. With enough reporters coming to call, you had to have the props. I just lay there, stewing for a while. As I lay there, I began to feel enraged. How dare he come strolling back in like he was never gone.
That's when I felt the spark. In the palm of my hand, where it rested against the pillow, I felt a small spark ignite. I just ignored it as my thoughts became more and more furious.
Suddenly, the pillow was on fire.
"She was happy without you! Why in the world would you come back! Do you enjoy her pain?
Broken Heart Chap. 4BPOV:
God, I hope it's not some creep It was about two hours before my dinner date. I hadn't had the time to check who it was yet. I had been too busy to really care.
I slid my dress on and marveled at it in the mirror once again. De'Roun, (A/n: day-ROON) you've done it again. De'Roun was my personal designer, and he handled everything I needed. All though he might have gone a little overboard today
My dress was a beautiful soft pink silk. When I first saw it, though, I thought it had been a bikini top and a skirt. After he showed me what it actually looked like, I fell in love with it. It was nearly backless, save for one strap going around to hold my 'bikini top' on. What I thought was a skirt, apparently tucked into the front of the top and tied behind my waist. I loved it.
When I finally got to the restaurant, Michiya was the only one there. Michiya went to all of my fan-meetings, autograph signings, etc. She was basically my bodyguard. As if I needed one.
"5 stars Mich
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